You’re drawing a line between workers and party members without backing that in class analysis. The Party is made up of workers, the most politically advanced among them. Marx did not advocate for direct democracy at every level, the form of Democracy in AES is Proletarian Democracy.
What do you mean by “independent unions” being suppressed? Solidarity with what in Poland was suppressed? What is the real force being suppressed here, and is it in the interests of the working class or against it?
Back to the “Elite” argument. What do you believe the “Administration of Things” looks like? Planners and government offiicals are not distinct classes, just like in a business the middle managers are not a class distinct from the Workers. Classes are based on ownership and power, by all historical analysis the Class in power in AES is the Proletariat.
Again, you repeat yourself with respect to the purges and cultural revolution. How did they stifle worker ability to shape society? You aren’t doing analysis here, just repeating a thesis you still need to prove.
The reason you should fall under some degree of label is because Marxists believe theory must be tested by practice. Those who don’t belong to an org and don’t adopt a label that can at least mostly be applied to themselves serve as extremely out of touch with the rest of Marxists, who daily discuss and work to come to a better understanding of theory and practice.
I’m a Marxist-Leninist, for example, and think your outright rejection of Lenin to be a dogmatic error. Is there a label you mostly fit under?
It’s not easy, nor is it impossible. Organizing is simply hard, and thus we need to see what has worked for others.